Well, it wasn't that magical, "Love at first sight", or that cute, "Boy meets girl" story.
(code names are always used throughout my blog, in order to not spread drama on the internet, I thought it was a good idea.)
It was us, "Mr and Miss Lovie", our own story.
I was giving up on trying something that would never [ever] work, He had given up on the thought of Love being real, and we both would've never expected it.
I can remember that afternoon almost perfectly in my head,
"Gie gie, I love you."
"Awh, well I love you too, Bear. You're the best friend I could ever ask for, thanks for--"
"No! Gie gie, I mean, I really love you. I'm. In-love with you."
"Bear?"
"This is crazy, you have a boyfriend, you're probably never gonna talk to me again and things will be weird between us, I'm so stupid. I'm sorry"
"Hey! You're not stupid, and I promise, things won't be different or weird, we'll just forget it, yeah? You're still my best friend, I'm not going to stop talking to you over something like this."
"Yeah."
I was so silly to think that'd be the end of it, he was my best friend, only my best friend. And he was right, I was dating ThisB at the time. What could I do?
Forget about it? Just ignore it? Just a little crush, it wont go no where.
Right?
(code names are always used throughout my blog, in order to not spread drama on the internet, I thought it was a good idea.)
It was us, "Mr and Miss Lovie", our own story.
I was giving up on trying something that would never [ever] work, He had given up on the thought of Love being real, and we both would've never expected it.
I can remember that afternoon almost perfectly in my head,
"Gie gie, I love you."
"Awh, well I love you too, Bear. You're the best friend I could ever ask for, thanks for--"
"No! Gie gie, I mean, I really love you. I'm. In-love with you."
"Bear?"
"This is crazy, you have a boyfriend, you're probably never gonna talk to me again and things will be weird between us, I'm so stupid. I'm sorry"
"Hey! You're not stupid, and I promise, things won't be different or weird, we'll just forget it, yeah? You're still my best friend, I'm not going to stop talking to you over something like this."
"Yeah."
I was so silly to think that'd be the end of it, he was my best friend, only my best friend. And he was right, I was dating ThisB at the time. What could I do?
Forget about it? Just ignore it? Just a little crush, it wont go no where.
Right?
*Gie gie
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